quality vs. equality

life is about being bored untill you die, and you rely on getting by, all the time.
just getting by.

that's why i've taken a shine on music, beer, festivals, partying and concerts in general. it makes me forget i'm "just getting by" the rest of the time.

the paradox of being human is that i guess evolution has made huge mistakes because we've such complex minds. we adapt, quickly. it's the most successful part of surviving, of course, but it also means we grow tired and adapted to things REAL quick, which means the hunger for new experiences, new 'drugs' and new ways to get that kick easily escalate out of control and reason.
we lose ourselves.
we spiral down.

into an even greater sadness. the landscape of things done keeps getting bigger and your imagination seems to shrink. the more you try, the more bored you get afterwards. the happier you are, the greater the depression.

this is a sad sad truth, but that's the human life.

sometimes i'm not sure if i'm up for it all.

the fine case of believing (being bored is fucking awesome. seriously)

the rubbish that is this pc (i'm really just talking about myself here, but the pseudonym "pc" (piss) is quite fitting) deleted my last post so i'll have to start over again. well, in this case i could easily say "AH FUCK, it was so good, so rich, so well written, so able to conquer the world of mindie and so on, but i will not because i know it sucks, as every little detail with me does.
that aside, i'm having a pretty amazing time with myself today.
Roy Harper and his spotifyavailable album "china girl" is on and the party in my head has started hours ago. this is frippin awesome, and the man himself used to be the outmost rebel. i think he's calmed down now since he's turned 70.
dude sure knows how to play the guitar. humour, lyrics and charm in the best singer/songwriterstyle i've heard in for some time.

i'm really into caribou too. andorra.
and atlas sound. logos.
didn't know bradford cox was the mind behind this band. but now i do. oh, what empowering knowledge it sure is.





well. i guess being lazy is just human nature.